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Here's My Story...

A Brief Overview, probably not brief.

People advised me to start writing and I enjoy writing very much. My problem was what to write. I was told to write what was i my mind, about my life experiences, so I guess, here it goes:

My oldest child is 20yrs, my youngest is 2yrs old. My Grandson is one.
I have 5 children, one of which I depend only on pictures and memories to see her ...

I am the person people bring their children to, which resulted in having daycares. I don't know why, but throughout my whole life to date, everyone brings the kids to me. I do have grey hair, and am very tired, and overworked, however, being around kids is so amazing..yes definately at times, it is not much fun, but I find that it is very uplifting to observe the simplicity of a child's innocence, looking "through the eyes of a child"...

Life for some reason has developed a dislike for me. No not just the "I feel sorry about myself" thing, because I do not.
I believe in the "Quality of Life, not about just being the Quantity of Life"...
I have learned a lot. The only reason I think I made it this far is because, I do cherish my family with all my heart. I knew if I stopped for even a moment, I would crumble to the ground, and so would they. So I learned, somehow to keep going...

My experience have been, to say the least, has been full of:
the ups the downs,
the highs and lows,
trials and tribulations,
the financial rise and drop,

and not to leave out...
the complete devastation of such overwhelming loss and literally heart breaking moments that actually made my heart feel unmasked, unlimited real pain.
This changed my life forever....
the world, as I knew it, ended...

I have learned many things through my experiences. I believe that the only way to go forward in life, no matter the experience, is to figure out how to learn from it.

And no, I am not great at spelling, and honestly, I don't think spelling should matter over content. I usually write right from my head and sometimes it comes out "wrong" , according to "society".
If I have an accent in my voice, does that make anything I say socially unacceptable, or wrong because of the way it sounds? ...

I am a very real, honest person and this is the way of Journal Writing now a days. So I do not accept any blame, or anyone having feelings hurt, or anger from my opinions, as far as I knew I still had a Right to have one, and this is where I decided to write. It's your choice to read it.

I wanted to really just write what was in my head. Howevever, my mind does not have the same set of rules, authorizations, passwords, links, etc.. I do write in a variety of places thoughout the internet, my head is so full that putting it in just one place would be way too much to even keep up with reading.

A Real Place to Talk about Life and just what needs to get off your chest, or relate to stories, opinions or topics.No crap, no marketing, no affiliates (AT Work) please.

Just a place to express my thoughts and my opinions openly and honestly. I invite those who are interested, but be honest about your opinions, reviews, replies, or what ever else it may be.

So, if you are still reading my "brief" overview, and would like to read more, "Come4Coffee" at my Kitchen Table.

Mommy50
Mommy050
Mommy500
(have to have a user name for everything, but not all offer the same choices of length or letters or numbers, so the different signatures are a result of getting lost in the internet.)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Just FRUSTRATED!!

I am frustrated with everything today.
I am really tired of being stuck at home, and everyone just expecting me to "do" because I am not at work!!! Well if I had my choice I would be at work too. I so do love my family, but they all depend on me to look after things way too much.
It's probably my fault that I am the one home, but I am home with an injured leg..sometimes I think that no one got the memo!!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Life is Like That

Do you ever feel like Life just keep kicking you in the teeth?

Just when you think things just couldn't get worse, they do.

There are other people in the world with worse, continuous, unforseen events happening in their lives.

However, in my opinion, in each individual there are many stories to be told about their experiences with the ups or downs, or both, that life has delt them.
My heart goes out to everyone, for their experiences, as I have definately had mine!

The Knowledge of others being worse off only makes me aware fear the realities of what could be. Which does not add to dealing with my own trials of warfare with life.

I am so frustrated today, that I needed a vent and this was it

Monday, September 7, 2009

What's Important In Your Life?

I think in today's society working harder so you can spend more quality time with your family seems to be most people's goal. However, the way I see it is that people are spending so much time working which means less time with their families. In the meantime your kids are growing up without you and your family unit grows without you as well.
And in most cases, when you reach that goal, you find yourself at the end of your life working as many hours as you did 20 years ago and your family is all grown up or you don't have one left anymore.

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